February 2012
I will always be the one that cares more, but ill never be the one to hurt myself in the process.
Waitin for the bus, waitin for the bus. Oh here I am, waitin for the bus. I hate my life
Anonymous asked: how are you?
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Lost and scared. I saw his face in the dark. Told me I’d never be lost again, promised me wealth and beauty. I just had to trade my soul. So, I signed my name in blood, in his book of fallen angels. only to find out, I sold my soul for lies and deception. for temporary happiness, and a quick fix.
My best friend, R, always has a way of texting me when I’m high and we get into really deep conversations. lol she doesn’t know im high though, awkward.
I’ve gotten a lot of homework done since I got home this morning around 3
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When I was forced into rehab 11 months ago, it didn’t help. If anything, all it did was make my life harder. I was attending college 2 years ahead of schedule, and I had to say goodbye to that. Goodbye to my car. Hello to a doubled school load. Hello to paying bills. Every single day while in rehab, I wrote in a composition notebook about the moment I’d be able to leave that hell-hole....
Sometimes the truth can be ugly, but we all deserve to see it.
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This is just my opinion on drug addiction. Regardless of physical/mental addiction, a person will not stop using until they want to for themselves. You can even lock someone in a room, let them withdraw, get them cleaned up and sober, and supervise their every move for a couple of months, but the second they see freedom again, if they didn’t want to get sober, they won’t stay sober....
Anonymous asked: stop saying you can stop. you can't. you won't. you need rehab. stop putting it off.
High on life, love, and, freedom.
High.
Anonymous asked: Do you know any blogs like yours? Like, drug diaries..
Anonymous asked: what hurts your tummy? well if you have anything warm you can lay it on your tummy ^___^
Anonymous asked: get to it ! lol green tea usually cures a lot of things..
Anonymous asked: green tea would probably help..
Anonymous asked: How'd your day go ?
lately my vision has randomly been getting funky. uh oh
I haven’t eaten in a couple days, but today I had hot cheetos and a veggie burrito, and I had the most painful stomach cramps and just took thee worst shit of my entire life.
I miss the feeling of him holding me,
yeah, thats definitely what I miss the most.
Anonymous asked: hahaha well handle your scandal ! lolololol